The past month, I never really stopped to think about the situation. I don't think I was ready to think about it well. Self-reflection, though, is so important. Writing a journal is very important to staying on track.
After some Social Circle practice, I now feel like there is something important missing. Cloud told me a long time ago, "Sparrow, I want girls to ask for *my* number. I want girls to *hope* that they can see me again, to be excited when we make plans instead of often flaking." I want that too. I want to be that one guy in the social circle that is different, completely above the rest.
Now, I am asking myself, what makes a girl stand out more than anyone else in the room. As I find out what I want in a girl's personality, I'll find what I want in myself. These are my thoughts so far...I'll keep rolling them around to make them more specific.
1 PASSION
2 HEADSTRONG
3 MOVING
4 IN THE MOMENT
5 SELF-AMUSED
6 SELFISH AND DRIVEN
1 PASSION
-So fucking passionate about something that I feel matters or is really cool.
2 HEADSTRONG
-If she doesn't want to do something, fuck it.
-But if she really wants something, she will do it at all costs. She is so intense and focused.
3 MOVING
-She inspires me. I want to be the best I can be when I'm with her. I want to impress her. I want her to like me.
4 IN THE MOMENT
-She goes and doesn't hesitate. She is ruled by her intuition. You need to plan shit out, but when you know you want something, you take the leap and you do it.
5 SELF-AMUSED
-She is only concerned with having a good time.
6 SELFISH AND DRIVEN
-She does what she wants. Fuck you if you don't like it. She'll pursue her goals until they she succeeds, fails, or they just end up sucking, at which time she jumps off the ship before it sinks and moves on.
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